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Thoughts on my Health and the Year 2023

Morning Walkies with Toshiro and Sachiko

Morning Walkies with Toshiro and Sachiko

Morning Walkies with Toshiro and Sachiko

After a week-long stay at the hospital with a few days of septic delirium, a week of IV antibiotics, and a month of Cipro, this is a loud-and-pronounced call that I need to focus on my health and getting control over my leg lymphedema as best I can.

Despite my best efforts for walking 60-90mi each month with the pups, doing frequent showers and moisturizing, I still seem to be getting cellulitis and sepsis several times each year. My last echocardiogram shows that it’s taking a toll on my heart health as I repeatedly get pumped full of IV fluids and antibiotics.

So, my goal now is to be thorough and persistent with my physical therapy at Kaiser and Virginia Hospital Center, to do more frequent/longer walks and cycling, and to hopefully get my leg into a healthier long-term state.

Or, at the very least, to be able to enjoy long walks, hikes, and cycling again?


Today was an exhaustive visit, but one of the best visits I’ve had with Kaiser about my short-term health, long-term health, and long-term treatment:

  • Yes, I do have a slightly enlarged heart and decreased ejection fraction, but it’s due to pseudomonas and sepsis as a blood infection. Seeing increased heart size and changes to ejection fraction are common. They’re scheduling me for a transesophageal echocardiogram in 2-3 weeks to verify my recovery once the Cipro is over. They’ll also schedule me for a full panel of bloodwork to verify my bloodwork, recovery, and level of immunity/immunocompromised.
  • Yes, I do have Stage 3 Lymphedema of my left leg. It’s pronounced. They want to photograph it monthly, document it, and do more aggressive physical therapy to see if we can’t see some recovery, improvement in mobility, decreased neuropathy. I’m being referred to Virginia Hospital Center (VHC) for my lymphedema care.
  • They’re documenting that I have a severe reaction to a flea bite, not uncommon for my lymphoma, lymphedema, decreased immune response. Pseudomonas itself was likely acquired during frequent clinical visits. MRSA and Pseudomonas are concerns given my health and history.
  • They recommended a Bifenthrin Insecticide fogger for front yard and back to reduce mosquitoes and insects, fog yard every 2-3 weeks. Safe for both me and our dogs. They recommended spraying my pants and shirts with Permethrin and/or DEET, to wear long pants and shirts for all walks outdoor exposure due to severe reaction to flea bite.

The Changing Face of Family, Of Loss, and Recent News…

Victoria, Sachiko, Kiyomi, Toshiro (last days together)

Valentines Day marked our last days with AKC Jade Mist Kiyomi (“Kiyomi”).  She passed just a week or so later.  For details on what happened, feel free to read Together as Family (Valentine’s Day 2023) and Breaking Hearts. It still hurts me too much to repeat it or discuss it just yet.

AKC JADE MIST KIYOMI (“Kiyomi”) was born May 5th, 2009, to Carol Howell and Heidi Jacobsen of Jade Mist Shetland Sheepdogs in Davidsonville, MD.  Kiyomi died on February 24th, 2023, at 9:15 AM, held and comforted by Victoria and Ken.

Vicky and I planned so much to do this Lent as both our personal goals and self-improvement.  Both of us had our plans blown apart by the loss of Kiyomi just shy of her 14th birthday.  Kiyomi would have celebrated her 14th birthday this May on May fifth.  We always called her our “Cinco de Mayo” dog.  She truly was like a daughter to us, and we miss her dearly.


In other news, I thought about letting my domain expire and giving up on both this server and website.  I’m glad that I didn’t, but I was frustrated and depressed.  I really had no interest in maintaining it or updating it.  Between the blog and the wiki, it seems to do fairly well, with as many as 1200-1300 visitors each month.   As our lives pick up again, carry on, and we have more news/events/tech to share, I’ll start posting more content again.

Working as a DevOps Engineer as my company grows and our team expands, staying active with my Amateur Radio license (K3KBF), reading, and gaming on the Steam Deck have taken most of my time and interest these last few months when not enjoying time together with family.  I’ll have more news about Amateur Radio, the Steam Deck, SteamOS, the GPD Win 4 as a likely successor to the first-generation Valve Steam Deck, and other tech in coming posts.


This is basically just a “hey there, I’m still here, still alive” post.  Hopefully, I’ll post something more substantive soon.

I’m still here… and, hopefully, you are too?

Here’s a quick “photo dump” of our recent events and news:

 

 

Together as Family (Valentine’s Day 2023) and Breaking Hearts

Valentine’s Day 2023 with Sachiko, Kiyomi, and Toshiro

Valentine’s Day 2023 together as Family (Victoria, Ken, Kiyomi, Toshiro, and Sachiko)

Our oldest Sheltie (Kiyomi) suffered a severe seizure (unresponsive for several hours afterwards, vet tells us likely due to brain tumor/damage) last week.  She’s still with us, but she’s on Prednisone, Gabapentin, Antibiotics, and Anti-Seizure meds.  At 14yo, we know our time with her is nearly at an end.  We’re trying to make the most of our time together.  It’s amazing how quickly time with our beloved pets goes by?

We were able to take better pictures of our Shelties together and together as a family this evening.

With love from our little family to yours… Happy Valentine’s Day.

 


Our Hearts Are Breaking…

A Temporary Reprieve and Last Time Together as Family.

Kiyomi and Toshiro (2020)

Since I don’t feel like re-typing or retelling the events of the past week, this is what I told my manager and co-workers:

You know that Vicky and I weren’t able to have children, despite trying for years and then getting medical assistance (IUI/IVF).  I finally convinced Vicky into our getting dogs about 14 years ago.  We got Kiyomi the same month that Vicky’s mom died, and she quickly warmed up to becoming a “mom” for Kiyomi.  Long story short, Kiyomi’s been like a daughter to us.

While working on my notification script on Wednesday morning, Kiyomi was asleep on my food and began spasming.  At nearly 14yo, I thought she just woke up and was trying to right herself.  She immediately urinated, pooped, vomited, and began having violent spasms.  It was a seizure.  She bit my leg and scratched me as I tried to pick her up.  When I swaddled her in a blanket and tried to constrain her seizure, she let loose this horrible scream.  I’ve never heard a dog scream before, but it made my skin crawl and my heart ache.  There was nothing I could do for her.  It lasted for a solid 20 minutes while I was trying to call Vicky and to get Kiyomi over to the vet.

Once at the vet, Kiyomi was unresponsive.  The vet told us that 20-minute seizures usually result in brain damage or death.  Vicky and I had to make the terrible decision.  We signed the paperwork and as the vet was preparing the injection to put Kiyomi to sleep, Kiyomi raised her head and looked at Vicky.  Vicky asked for a moment, put Kiyomi on the floor, she stumbled and staggered, but walked around and followed Vicky as she called or walked around the room.

So, we asked for more time, but the vet said that Kiyomi might only have days or maybe weeks, but that she won’t be the same after such a seizure.  He told us to take care of her, enjoy our time, but prepare ourselves.  He sent us home with steroids (Prednisone), anti-seizure medications, and Diazepam injections (in the event she has another seizure).  He warned us that she may very likely have a second severe seizure, and told us to be thankful but to enjoy our last time together

Sorry for the “drop everything and run”, but it was a horrific experience.  When people have children, pets take on a lesser meaning.  Since Vicky and I don’t, and Kiyomi was our first dog together when we couldn’t have children, she’s been like a daughter to us.  Between the shrieking seizure and the experience, …well, it was rough.  Going to be a few days before I get “dog screams” out of my head.

To Be Real — What It Means To Be Loved

Victoria and Kiyomi

“Real isn’t how you are made,’ said the Skin Horse. ‘It’s a thing that happens to you. When a child loves you for a long, long time, not just to play with, but REALLY loves you, then you become Real.’

‘Does it hurt?’ asked the Rabbit.

‘Sometimes,’ said the Skin Horse, for he was always truthful. ‘When you are Real, you don’t mind being hurt.’

‘Does it happen all at once, like being wound up,’ he asked, ‘or bit by bit?’

‘It doesn’t happen all at once,’ said the Skin Horse. ’You become. It takes a long time. That’s why it doesn’t happen often to people who break easily, or have sharp edges, or who have to be carefully kept. Generally, by the time you are Real, most of your hair has been loved off, and your eyes drop out and you get loose in the joints and very shabby. But these things don’t matter at all, because once you are Real you can’t be ugly, except to people who don’t understand.”

― Margery Williams Bianco, The Velveteen Rabbit

Maybe I Should Have Read the User Guide First

What is Dual Pixel Auto Focus (DPAF) and how does it work?

I really should have read the User Guide BEFORE taking a photo walk today.

Dual Pixel Auto Focus (DPAF) is your friend and a necessity for improved photography.

Dual Pixel Autofocus: What is it and what cameras have it? – Improve Photography

On these new Canon CMOS imaging sensors, each pixel has two photo diodes which can operate separately or together. Each diode has a separate lens over it.

When light goes through those lenses and hits the diodes, the processor analyzes each diode’s signal for focus and, once focus is achieved, the signals are then combined to record the image.

Each pixel on the sensor, then, has a dual role.

That dual role is what makes DPAF sensors different.

In other kinds of imaging sensors, some of the pixels are used for focus and the rest record the image, but none does both.
In Canon imaging sensors, 80% of the pixels (horizontally and vertically) play that dual role.

The sensor on the EOS 5D Mark IV, for instance, is 6720 x 4480 pixels. At 80% coverage (5376 x 3584) more than 19 million pixels have DPAF.

By comparison, the Sony a7R iii sensor is 7952 x 5304 pixels and has 399 phase detection auto focus points.

While mirrorless cameras have been using phase detection auto focus in imaging sensors for some time, DSLRs typically use a separate phase detection auto focus sensor for focusing while the mirror is down and the viewfinder in use, and switch to contrast detection auto focus on the actual imaging sensor when the mirror is up and you’re using Live View or recording a video.

“Re-learning” the Fundamentals of Photography

DAY ONE — A RETURN TO FUNDAMENTALS

Practicing with the new Canon… which isn’t easy when Sachiko was hyper and desperately wanted to run and play.

I’m trying to ween myself off AUTO and AE, return to the basics of Matrix vs Spot, practice and fine-tune my Focus, Shutter Speed, and Exposure.

I’ll need to take more “photo walks” at various times of day under different lighting conditions to practice how to quickly assess and set the camera. AUTO and AE are nice, but I know I can do far more and far better with practice.

Hopefully, they’ll only get better, but I seriously need to “read the book” and practice photography a LOT more.

Years of smartphone photography have given me a few bad habits I need to break. You can do so much more with a “real” camera, but it takes investing a little more time and talent than having the smartphone quickly do it for you.

Much like basic math or wayfinding. Calculators and GPS have rotted my ability to do arithmetic quickly or orienteering using a map and compass. 😆

POST SCRIPT:

What is Dual Pixel Auto Focus (DPAF) and how does it work?

Little Comforts, Little Reminders, Welcome Home

Toasted English Muffins with Kerry Gold Butter and Dark Roast Coffee is a perfect “comfort food” for me.

My wife tells me that Filipinos also enjoy the same, where it’s known as “Kape at Pandesal” and loosely translates as “no hard bread in a warm coffee”.

Toasted English Muffins with Coffee always reminds me of time spent with my grandfather in Mahwah, NJ. The warmth of the muffins and the scent of coffee always feels like “home” to me. It reminds me of comfort and safety, and time well-spent with family.

Nearly half-a-century later, I still enjoy it for breakfast.

“Welcome Home” 🥰

Day One with the Arcade1Up Namco Legacy Edition (Arcade Game Cabinet)

OH MY, VICTORIA! YOU ARE AWESOME! 🥰

Many wonderful thanks to my wife, Victoria, for the most awesome gift. We now have an Arcade1Up Namco Legacy Edition arcade machine!

I’ll soon upgrade it to a RetroPie with a professional/fighting-grade dual joysticks with 6-button controller so we’ll have dual controllers and over 1200 games (ROMs) on it

The twelve games the cabinet came with:
1. Pac Man
2. Pac-Land
3. Pac-Man Plus
4. Super Pac-Man
5. Pac & Pal
6. Pac-Mania
7. Galaxian
8. Galaga
9. Dig Dug
10. Dig Dug II
11. Mappy
12. Rompers

#retrogaming #retropie #arcade1up #arcade

Working towards my FCC Amateur Radio Technician and General Class Licenses

eton shortwave radio, Btech DMR-6X2, Yaesu VX-8DR

In December 2021, I was planning to study for late December and early January to test for my FCC Amateur Radio Technician license.  Unfortunately, a week in the hospital due to cellulitis of left leg, septic shock (pseudomonas aeruginosa bacterial infection), high heart rate and low blood pressure, sinus-tachycardia derailed my plans for studying and testing for my FCC license.

After a busy couple of months between work, health, and personal events/hobbies, I’m finally able to dedicate my time and focus on studying/prepping for my FCC license.  I’m reading and practicing from the ARRL study prep guides and enrolled in HamRadioPrep for the video courses and practice exams.

I’d love to tell you and show you my efforts in HAM radio soon… I’m also hoping to show my new FCC Vanity Callsign once I pass the test!


Here’s what I’m working on and practicing with:

SW Radios and Field Travel Bag
BTech DMR-6X2
Yaesu VX-8DR
Btech DMR-6X2, Yaesu VX-8DR
eton shortwave radio, Btech DMR-6X2, Yaesu VX-8DR
Software Defined Radio (SDR) and HackRF One with Portapack H2+
Software Defined Radio (SDR) and HackRF One with Portapack H2+
Software Defined Radio (SDR) and HackRF One with Portapack H2+
Software Defined Radio (SDR) and HackRF One with Portapack H2+
One of my Field Radio Bags
One of my Field Radio Bags

Preparing for Our Lenten Journey

Reading, Gaming, and Health during Lent

So, this is our last weekend before Lent begins. Mardi Gras (“Fat Tuesday”) is this coming Tuesday, March 1st. Ash Wednesday is this coming Wednesday, March 2nd. This is our last weekend for Victoria to enjoy our “Farewell to the Feast.” 😆

For Lent, Victoria is devoting herself to mindful health and service to others. I’m focusing on mindful health and refocusing my time and energy.

With this Lent, I won’t be practicing complete abstinence from social media and the onslaught of news, but I certainly will be severely cutting it back. I’m planning on reading far more, gaming far more, practicing Intermittent Fasting (IF) where I only eat between 11 AM and 7 PM, and abstaining from chocolate and desserts.

By the end of Lent, I’m hoping to be happier and healthier, especially now that I’m resuming Physical Therapy for my lymphedema in addition to my Lenten practice of reading, gaming, and fasting.

Reading, Gaming, and Health during Lent

Studying for my FCC Technician and General Licenses

Yaesu VX-8DR and Malahit 1.10c SDR

Studying the Week after Christmas

As much as I truly would like to play console games all week (between Christmas and New Year’s) and read novels on the Kindle, I really do need to set deadlines for myself to get my FCC Technician license, General license, and begin my CISSP.

I’m taking classes, studying, and doing practice exams to test my knowledge cold. I want to score 90% (or better) with each practice exam (cold) before scheduling my proctored exams.

Ken Foreman (prepping and studying)

Ken Foreman (prepping and studying)

Ken Foreman (prepping and studying)

HAM Radio Gear and Pending “Radio Shack”

While I’ve been into radio scanning using Uniden Bearcat, Tandy/Radio Shack, and Yaesu receivers and transceivers since I was a teenager, I’m now using a Yaesu VX-8DR as my handheld transceiver, a Malahit 1.10c SDR (Software Defined Radio) at 50MHz through 2.0GHz, and getting a new HackRF One with Portapack H2 at 50MHz through 6.0GHz.

I already have my Federal Registry Number (FRN) but haven’t yet scheduled my proctored exam for my FCC Technician or General licenses yet.  Right now, taking an FCC practice exam “cold” (no studying or prep) gets me 60-70%.  I want to consistently score 90% or better on any practice exam (taken “cold”) before I schedule my exam with a certified radio operator.  I’m hoping to take my FCC Technician exam by early/mid January, and to get my FCC Callsign by late January once I’m entered in the ULS.

I already have a few ideas for my FCC Vanity Callsign.  I’ll make it public once I’ve passed my exam and I have my ULS pending or complete.

Yaesu VX-8DR and Malahit 1.10c SDR

Yaesu VX-8DR and Malahit 1.10c SDR

Toshiro and our Malahit 1.10c SDR

Toshiro and our Malahit 1.10c SDR

Toshiro and our Malahit 1.10c SDR

Malahit 1.10c SDR

Remembrance of 1986… and a Lesson

Hot Wheels Deluxe Car Wash

It was the summer of 1986.

I was 13 years old, helping my grandfather as he worked as a porter stocking the shelves and taking inventory in a drug store in Ramsey, New Jersey. I was young, but people saw me as the splitting image of my grandfather: skinny, naive, and eager-to-please.

My favorite toys were Construx, Hot Wheels cars and toys, and Kenner Star Wars action figures.

I was helping my grandfather stock the aisles when of course we came upon the toy aisle of that little drug store. I would always linger when it came time to stock and inventory action figures or Matchbox cars. Matchbox were pretty and had better detail, but Hot Wheels were fast! I loved both.

I then found the beautiful bright orange-and-blue Hot Wheels Deluxe Car Wash set staring back at me. It was awesome! It used actual water and rotating brushes to wash the cars, just like a real car wash! It would spin-dry the cars before they rolled down the chute afterwards!

I asked my grandfather, begged “pretty please!” and he told me I already received a gift, that I already had toys, and that the Car Wash Set was a bit more expensive than anything we had planned.

I was dismayed. I was disappointed. But I loved and respected my grandfather more than any toy on the shelf or potential for gifts. When he said “No” to something, I understood and respected that as a finality.

So I went about my day. It was actually fairly busy, and the hours flew by. My favorite part of the day was stocking the paperback books at the front of the store. I never understood why “bodice-ripper romance” were so ridiculously popular. The covers were always ridiculous, chest-baring men with half-dressed women. Adults could be so weird! My favorite books were the science fiction and fantasy paperbacks by James Blish, Ray Bradbury, and Ursula K. Le Guin.

It was 5:30 PM after a long day, and my Pop-Pop and I were walking out to the car. He was carrying a large paper sack, but I thought nothing of it, probably white pill bottles with meds for him and Nana, or supplies for the house.

We both sat down in his pale blue Chevy Malibu, made hot and stuffy by its long day sitting in the sun. He set the paper bag down at my feet, put the keys in the ignition, started the car, and stopped.

“Ken, look in the bag.”

“Sure. Why?”

I bent over, pulled up the brown paper bag, looked inside, and pulled out a bright orange-and-blue box with the Hot Wheels logo emblazoned into the side. My eyes could not have grown bigger. My grin could not have grown wider.

“People do not respect that which they do not earn. When something comes easily to someone, they think everything will come easy to them. They think it is their right to have everything and anything, there for the taking. When you work for something, when you earn it, you respect it, you cherish it, you understand its value and what it took for you to get it.”

Pop-Pop was never lavish with his gifts. There was never an over-abundance of gifts underneath the Christmas tree. But each and every gift I received from him meant the world to me. I loved and wanted each gift he gave me. I knew what it meant and took for him to get them and to give them. He knew that I would respect and cherish each gift, to not readily discard anything given to me by hard work, effort, or given from the heart.

Scenes from November 7th, 2021 (my 49th Birthday)

Celebrating Ken’s 49th Birthday with 7mo Sachiko

Born on Tuesday, November 7th, 1972, this last Sunday was my 49th birthday. It was truly special and an honor to spend it together as family as we enjoyed good food, good movies, and time well-spent together over the weekend.

Celebrating Ken’s 49th Birthday, together as family
Celebrating Ken’s 49th Birthday, together as family

Identity Management in the Age of Unreality

The Problem of Trust (“Are You Really Who You Say You Are?”)

So, you got an email or a friend invite from Bill Gates, Neil DeGrasse Tyson, Robert Scoble, Donald Trump, or YOUR MOM… but did you really? How do you know?

As the New York Times recently reported with Disinformation for Hire, a Shadow Industry, Is Quietly Booming:

Back-alley firms meddle in elections and promote falsehoods on behalf of clients who can claim deniability, escalating our era of unreality.

[There is a] secretive industry that security analysts and American officials say is exploding in scale: disinformation for hire.

Private firms, straddling traditional marketing and the shadow world of geopolitical influence operations, are selling services once conducted principally by intelligence agencies.

They sow discord, meddle in elections, seed false narratives and push viral conspiracies, mostly on social media. And they offer clients something precious: deniability.

Between organized efforts to sow distrust and spread misinformation, and the age-old efforts of con men and hackers to assume the identity of others, we now live in an “Age of Unreality” where we assume that one social media account is real, but if we get a second invite from that same person that they’ve been hacked or that someone is trying to assume their identity.

Unfortunately, we don’t apply this same skepticism to the news we read or the emails we receive.  If we do apply such skepticism, it becomes a stressful and paranoid-level of distrust as we try to filter truth from mistaken understandings, deliberate misinformation, or various “bad actors” preying upon the trust and confidence of others.

Ken Foreman in his Home Office

Ken Foreman’s Home Office

Verifying Trust (“Prove Who You Say You Are!”)

Domain Name Service Security (DNSSEC)Secure Electronic Mail (NIST Practices), and Pretty Good Privacy (PGP) Encryption all try to solve the problem of proving, authenticating, and verifying identity on the internet.  While the standards and best practices exist, and the issue of “assumed identity and misinformation” has been discussed since 1993 and earlier, businesses, consumers, and users are all mostly unaware of these standards.  Various businesses and social media corporations try to better educate users in verifying who they befriend, open email documents from, or send money to, but the standard of verifying identity and trust just isn’t there yet

Along those lines, I’ve been trying to get the blue “Verified Badge” () next to my name in Facebook and the “Verified Account” badge in Twitter as I actively try to prove my identity to both social media companies… only to run into numerous verification issues with both:

Proofing your Identity – Driver’s License and REAL ID

Proofing your Identity – Affidavit of Identity

Proofing your Identity – Facebook Verification (1/2)

Proofing your Identity – Facebook Verification (2/2)

The Perils of Mistrust (“Facebook Jail”, Twitter Suspensions)

If I’ve learned anything these past few years, and especially these past few weeks, I’ve discovered it’s far easier to get thrown into “Facebook Jail” than it is to prove my identity despite providing government documentation and notarized affidavits to these companies.

There are numerous articles on the internet about how to apply for Confirmed Identities and Verified Accounts on social media sites like Facebook and Twitter, but as you can see from my linked pictures, that process is not easy, not consistent, not standard, and not consistently reproducible.  Social media verification is capricious and arbitrary.

I don’t have an answer or solution yet.  I think this is an excellent opportunity for social media companies to unite behind a single standard of identity management, authentication, and verification.  I think that Google Identity (Open Authentication, or “OAuth”) is one of the best ways to manage identities online, while Facebook Identity/Privacy/Security and Twitter Identities are two of the worst at self-policing, validating, and verifying.

Identity Authentication, Validation, and Verification are issues I’m trying to solve myself both in my personal use of the Internet and my professional career.  Secure Socket Layers (SSL) , Transport Layer Security (TLS), Multi-Factor Authentication (MFA/2FA), and Public/Private Key Encryption are all tools that should be implemented everywhere regardless of users’ perceived need.

The internet equivalent of REAL ID needs to become a reality.  We already have Domain Name Servers (DNS) to map domain names to Internet Protocol (IP) addresses.  We need the same for identity management: keyservers that map and verify users allowing us to verify and confirm people are who they say they are.

Blessed Be The Coffee Bean

Blessed Be the Coffee Bean
Blessed Be the Coffee Bean

BLESSED BE THE COFFEE BEAN ☕✌

It is by caffeine alone I set my mind in motion.
It is by the beans of Java the thoughts acquire speed,
The hands acquire shaking,
The shaking becomes a warning.
It is by caffeine alone I set my mind in motion.

— “Coffee Mentat Mantra” (a coffee variation on the Mentat Mantra from David Lynch’s Dune)

Together in our Home Office
Together in our Home Office
Together in our Home Office

Bettering Ourselves in 2021

So I’m now running Ubuntu 20.04 Linux (ARMv8) on our Mac Mini M1 and our 2021 MacBook Pro M1…

Ubuntu Linux for ARMv8 on the MacBook Pro M1

Both my Mac Mini M1 and my 2021 MacBook Pro M1 now have Ubuntu Linux running perfectly under Parallels now, while our older Macs (Intel) are running Windows 10, Fedora, and Ubuntu under VMware and Parallels.

Homebrew (brew.sh) and VMware won’t run properly on Apple Silicon since VMs can’t use Rosetta2 for Intel emulation on Apple Silicon. Native ARMv8 libraries and Linux distros run just fine, however.

Ken, Working from Home (Comfort of Living Room)

Since my wife now has her Master’s of Nursing Education (MSNE) and on her way to getting her second; a Master’s Certificate in Nursing Informatics (NI), there’s really no reason why I shouldn’t finish my Master’s of Information Science (MIS).

Working 32 hours/week, I thought I could still carry 6-8 credits a semester. It was Vicky who convinced me that I take “flex path” allowing me to pace my classes accordingly. This allows me to take 4-8 weeks depending on the course, my interest/aptitude, and my load, and still complete multiple courses each semester.

So in 2021, we’re both continuing our graduate education. 💕✌🏻

Anno Domini 2021 – A rough start, but with so much potential

Scenes from my 48th Birthday with Family (November 7th, 2020)

Scenes from my 48th Birthday with Family (November 7th, 2020)

I think most people would agree: 2020 was a terrible year. Between the Coronavirus pandemic, 351,000 dead Americans, quarantines, lockdowns at home, protests and riots in numerous cities, civil unrest, civil injustice, racism, wanton murder of minorities, the economy, and vast political schisms between Americans affecting everything we say and do… well, it’s easy to get overwhelmed and to want it to all be over, one way or another.

I think many of us thought and hoped that 2021 would be a better year.  Maybe it was starting better, but then civil unrest became a civil insurrection as a massive crowd of Trump supporters carrying a variety of flags and slogans stormed the US Capitol Building to interrupt the Electoral College on Wednesday, January 6th.  Within a day, our President and political parties tried recasting it as “Antifa”, terrorists, “not us”, but it was President Trump who addressed the crowd personally and on giant monitors before the crowd rushed the Capitol building.  They were being praised as “patriots” before they were re-cast as insurrectionists and terrorists.  I am sure if they were successful in interrupting, postponing, or overturning the Electoral College, they would have been highly praised as “patriots” by President Trump and his supporters.

Unfortunately, I was there in Washington, DC, when it happened.  I wasn’t there because I wanted to watch or participate in the protests.  I was there because Kaiser-Permanente of Capitol Hill is on 2nd Street, just two blocks away from Union Station and Columbus Circle.  Vicky and I were driving through DC at 6:30 AM in the morning when the crowds had already gathered and stood about on the streets, blocking traffic while the police did nothing to enforce vehicular right-of-way.  I spent a couple of hours getting IV radioisotopes and lying in a GE Optima PET/CT scanner as the radiologist did a long, slow pass from my sinuses to my knees.  By 10:30, when we were able to leave, the crowds had already grown substantially and a number of politicians from Rudy Gulliani to Donald Trump were addressing the crowd.  Vicky and I just wanted to get away from there, to escape the crowds and the protests, and to go home.

We left the news off for most of the day, but heard about the storming of the Congressional Building by 5:30 that evening.  We were both dismayed, wondering what we would awake to in the morning.

And so begins 2021.  Given the terror and unrest of January 6th, I have very little hope for a peaceful transition of power on Inauguration Day (Wednesday, January 20th, 2021).  I think President Trump and his supporters will do everything within the power to be noisy, disruptive, and disrespectful.  I hope that I’m wrong and that I look back on this blog entry as completely mistaken, but nothing so far shows reasonable people, common courtesy, or basic respect.

But it’s still the first two weeks of 2021, despite all that has happened.  It’s a new year.  Soon we’ll have a new President.  Hopefully the Coronavirus vaccines will get better distributed and disseminated to everyone.  I keep hoping and praying that it’ll get better.

It must, right?