It’s been an odd and rough couple of weeks. To be honest, it hasn’t been the best start to 2024. A lot of little different issues are weighing me down and stressing me in ways I need to figure out.
I thought this Lent would be an abstinence from Social Media and a time for self-reflection. A litany of professional, personal, and health issues all saw otherwise to that.
Jo Walton wrote a wonderful novel called Lent about a Dominican Friar’s past and struggles with his demons. It’s a wonderful story and allegory about the demons we keep, the demons that define us, and how we either deal with or overcome our demons. It wasn’t the theological fantasy I expected, but in some respects, it was far better.
At 51 years old, I’m still wrestling with my demons. I either ignore them, entertain them, or try to live with them and overcome them.
This last week taught me about the “company that I keep” and my priorities. I need to acknowledge, cherish, and attend both.
My priorities, in order of importance are now:
- Family, first and foremost. Family is paramount.
- My ongoing education and self-betterment.
- Gaming. Role Playing Games, Open World, and various fast-paced action games all allow me to decompress, enjoy my time, and to reflect on things different.
- Reading. I need to watch TV less, stream less and choose what it is a stream, and read more.
- Streaming. Anime, Science Fiction, and Fantasy/Horror are my favorite genres in streamed entertainment.
So I will be mindful and cognizant of my time, my company, and my priorities. I hope this brings me some measure of peace and self-improvement?
